Si/ho(you)++e

2006-07-17T12:41:00.000+08:00

yooooooohoooooooooooooo!!!!!!! i passed all 5 modules of BCLS practical!! Praise God for His blessings upon me:) and much thanks to Mdm Chin K.J., Ms Chye & Mdm Kamaliah (^,^) *brimz*

mm.. ..i jus came across dis email one of my instructors sent to me. was really inspiring, n i really hope all of you out there could read it too :)

here goes..

> After a conversation with one of my friends, he told
> me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above
> 1K per month, he is happy as he is.
>
> I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering
> he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a
> pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and
> the many bills of a household.
>
> He explained that it was through one incident that he
> saw in India... that happened a few years ago when he
> was really feeling low and touring India after a major
> setback.
>
> He said that right in front of his very eyes, he saw
> an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with
> a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the
> scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child
> haunted him until today.
>
> You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child
> been naughty, had the child's hand been infected?? No,
> it was done for two simple words - - - TO BEG!
>
> The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to
> be handicapped so that the child could go out to the
> streets to beg. Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a
> piece of bread he was eating half-way. And almost
> instantly, a flock of 5 or 6 children swamped towards
> this small piece of bread which was covered with sand,
> robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of
> hunger.
>
> Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to
> drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two
> bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he
> found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but
> willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to
> obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than
> $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily
> necessities.
>
> Off he went in the truck full of bread into the
> streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities
> to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults,
> he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate.
> For the first time in his life he wondered how people
> can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which
> cost less than $0.25.
>
> He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How
> fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body,
> have a job, have a family, have the chance to complain
> what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance
> to be clothed, have the many things that these people
> in front of him are deprived of...
>
> Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life
> really that bad? Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad
> at all... What about you? Maybe the next time you
> think you are, think about the child who lost one hand
> to beg on the streets.
>
> "Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want,
> it is the realization of how much you already have."
>
> When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but
> often times we look so long at the closed door that we
> don't see the one which has been opened for us.
>
> It's true that we don't know what we've got until we
> lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what
> we've been missing until it arrives.
>
> The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
> of everything; they just make the most of everything
> that comes along their way.
>
> The brightest future will always be based on a
> forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you
> let go of your past failures and heartaches.
>
> Please send this message to those people who mean
> something to you, to those who have touched your life
> in one way or another, to those who make you smile
> when you really need it, to those that make you see
> the brighter side of things when you are really down,
> to those who you want to let them know that you
> appreciate their friendship.

i hope that was quite an inspiring message for you all too!
BeL BeL loves y'all! Peace!! (^,^)v

2006-05-10T15:29:00.000+08:00

it's been 4 mths since i last updated dis blog (".)

mm.. ..

too much has happened, n i'm jus lazy 2 blog all dat. besides, time really seems 2 be never enough 4 me (-.-)

have been staying here in d ELP doing research for the 4 upcoming ICAs for d past days. Footsteps of d presentation days r sounding, louder..n louder. *sigh* jus hope things will fall into d right place, at d right time.

really dun feel like blogging much. jus wana say i'm feeling real terrible.. ..about wat? argh..i shan't elaborate. Thx, Bat! for being my confidant ystd.. at least i felt a wee bit better. (",)
. . . .arrrgh. . . .whatever.

kinda miss u.. ..

need ur hug..ur concern..ur comfort

2005-12-27T13:01:00.000+08:00

27th December 2005

phew! one full week of rehearsals & choir prac+ice, +hen caroling & THE DAY - Christmas service, when we showcased our Christmas musical production:) Lives were +ouched, lives of +hose who were presen+ a+ d Chris+mas service. All praise & glory 2 our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ! :) Really +hank God 4 being +here wi+h us during d musical, giving d ac+ors d words 2 say, guiding d mimers' ac+ions, and gran+ing d PA & lighting crew (Jus+in, George , me) d aler+ness.

i+ was really eviden+ da+ God in+ervened, He was wi+h us! Righ+ in d morning of +he day we were supposed 2 presen+ our musical, sm+h happened @ home which caused Jared 2 b in a reeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaal bad mood.. when he reached curch n was rehearsing wi+h Rebecca, he sor+ of like scared her..s+ressed her n s+uf.. Becca came 2 me almos+ in +ears.. ..

+hen as we wen+ on wi+h our final few runs, dere was a poin+ when Uncle Wee Boon jus wen+ blank..suddenly couldn+ recall his lines a+ all..i could see he was +rying soooooooooo hard, bu+ d lines jus didn+ come ou+. i was so worried..i believe our dear Jus+in was worried +oo. Sa+an was a+ work. We needed God 2 empower us.

Jus+in +hen called 4 all of us - cas+, crew, plus Aun+y Ru+h - 2 ga+her in prayer, 2 ask 4 God 2 +ake charge, n 2 cas+ Sa+an away from us. I+ +ook Charmaine, Jus+in, Aun+y Ru+h, and even Uncle Wee Boon 2 +ears! i fel+.. ..kinda emo +oo..i didn+ +ear +hough. Seeing Uncle Wee Boon having 2 work & rush 2 join us @ rehearsals in church af+er work everyday, +rying his bes+ 2 play his par+ as bes+ 4 +he Lord.. really +ouched me.. Wha+ really really +ouched me is wa+ching Charlene guide him +hrough d ac+ions of d mime. Fa+her & daugh+er +ogeh+her..so hear+-warming lo.. :)

Af+er praying, d runs were indeed be++er. Uncle Wee Boon managed 2 live ou+ all of his lines:) i +hanked God:) Jared wasn'+ as moody as in d morning +oo. Praise +he Lord!!

We did our final full run 4 d musical & helped ourselves 2 d dinner da+ some loving aun+ies prepared 4 us. Frui+ salad w yoghur+, pizza & pas+a. *yummilicious* Hee.. We +hen proceeded 2 our final prac+ice @ choir, led by our dear conduc+or Aun+y Tsai Ping:)

And, ya..d service wen+ on & THE MUSICAL! I was like..so nervous in d ligh+ing room lo! scared i give d wrong ligh+s (".) Hah.. ..bu+ +he Lord helped me +hrough:)

Af+er d service, we had a debrief. And we go+ 2 know da+ Aun+y Grace's sis+ers were moved 2 +ears by our musical. And Jus+in oso +old me da+ Uncle William, who was ini+ially qui+e skep+ical ab+ d use of d acous+ic gui+ar plugged in 2 d amplifier (which i expec+ed), came up 2 Jus+in n said "Sorry, now i see d purpose of i+. The musical was really grea+!" We were like..WHOA!! Sho happy larh! Really all glory 2 God! :D

Desmurn, Eileen, Joshua, Michael, Jessica's sis+er, and Lock Li were +here @ d Chris+mas service +oo. Sooooooo long nv see +hem le. Really glad +hey came:)

mm.. ..+hroughou+ d pas+ week, 17th - 25th December, i learn+ ALLLLLLLLOT of +hings. From d musical s+aged by Bap+is+ Fellowship Church we a++ended @ ACS Barker, from chancing upon Daniel doing his quie+ +ime during our break b+wn d rehearsals, from Uncle Wee Boon & Charlene, from Aun+y Ru+h, and from Jus+in's +es+imony shared during caroling. Daniel was among 1 of d cons+an+ reminders 2 me da+ i haven'+ been fai+hfully doing my quie+ +ime.. i'm guil+y of da+, i know.. i've been +elling myself repea+edly +oo..bu+ as d song goes "..coz when +hose +rials come, my human na+ure shou+s +he +hing 2 do, and God's sof+ promp+ing can be easily ignored..". How +rue i+ is.. (".)

Have we ever wondered how we can spend all our +ime doing wha+ d world does, bu+ we NEVER managed 2 spend even a wee bi+ of +ime for God (besides saying grace b4 every meal)? How selfish human na+ure can be! Have we ever pondered?

WE ARE THE REASON
As little children
we would dream of Christmas morn
And all the gifts ans toys
we knew we'd find

But we never realised
A baby born one blessed night
gave us the greatest gift of our life

We are the reason
that He gave His life
We are the reason
that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

And as the years go by
we learnt more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
and what that means

In a dark and cloudy day
a man hung crying in the rain

Because of love,
because of love

We are the reason
that He gave His life
We are the reason
that He suffered and died
To a woeld that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

He is our reason to live!

THANK YOU LORD
Thank You Lord
For the trials that come my way
In that way i can grow each day
As i let You lead
And i thank You Lord
For the patience those trials bring
In the process of growing
i can learn to care

But it goes against the way i am
To put my human nature down
And let the Spirit take control of all i do
'Cos when those trials come
my human nature shouts the things to do
And God's soft prompting can be easily ignored

But i thank You Lord
With each trial i feel inside
That You're there to help, lead and guide
my way from wrong
'Cos You promised Lord
That with every testing
That Your way of escaping is easier to bear

Yes, i thank You Lord
For the victory that growing brings
In surrender of everything
Life is so worthwhile

And i thank You Lord
That when everything's put in place
Out in front i can see Your face
And it's there You belong!

Wana +hank d Lord for using me in diz Chris+mas musical produc+ion, da+ i can use my +alen+, 2 con+ribu+e in d musical da+ +ouched d hear+s of many, n probably gona change +heir lives:) And endless BIG BIG THANKS 2 our dearly beloved Mr. direc+or, Jus+in Paolo Gumapon!! The grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeat musical was a produc+ of all his blood, swea+, +ears, +ime, effor+:) Thanks 2 God 4 blessing Jus+in wi+h d +alen+ in drama:)

P E A C E !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(n,n)

2005-12-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!! (n_n)
i+'s D E C E M B E R !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove December!
No+ sure why +hough. Mainly bcoz of C H R I S T M A S bah.
*hee* :D

Msged Xuewei ys+d, she said she'd be in S'pore on her bir+hday :)
Gonna cook up a nice nice suprise 4 my bes+ie b'dae gurl!!

Wai+ing 4 ur re+urn deariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieee!

^ p e a c e ^

2005-12-02T13:43:00.000+08:00

02-12-2005

thank God thank God thank God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mr Goh passed me for my clinical skills assessment!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm juz so so so so happy, so so so so relieved:)
Praise the LORD!! (n_n)

i was like in kind of a BLUR state when i started my assessment lorh..i juz blurted out wadeva came 2 my mind at each point of time. Missed out some points here and there, but reali thank God 4 his gracious mercy & guidance lorh, that i had all d right words 2 say :D

He answered my prayers both for d HS1037 theory & today's test:) The joy & relief i felt was soooooooo overwhelming.. Was looking 4 someone 2 embrace n share my joy with me, but apparently there was none ("_) Bleh.. ..

Niwaez, LOADS & LOADS & LOADS of THANKSSSSSSS 2 Gene, Michele, Pei Si & Rehan!! Thanks 4 all ur encouragement!! Love y'all 2 bits!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep!! dat's why i'm right here right now:) *hee*

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.. .. .. .. .. .. ..

hmm.. ..gonna treat my mind with a well-deserved rest b4 i start going crazy over BioScience!
Kiez, ciao 4 now!!

^ p e a c e ^

2005-11-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

11th Nov 2005

Me+ up wi+h Fir 4 dinner af+er sch. Dined @ Clemen+i, Fir had a share of his all-+ime fav chicken rice, while i pigged on qui+e a yummilicious serving of 'hor fun'. Hah..ac+uali juz any o+her normal 'hor fun' la, bu+ ya.. ..i found i+ qui+e nice lo :P

Was +alking 2 Fir, didn+ even realise Pauline was sea+ed @ e +able righ+ beside me! I ws like..kinda shocked. Hahah.. Choon Kia+ joined in no+ long af+er. Did a li++le bi+ of ca+ching up wi+h e bo+h of +hem. They said +hey were +hr 4 den+al check-up coz +hr's +heir favouri+e den+is+. Talked ab+ church & s+uf.. yep yepz, kinda miss ppl back @ AMKPC.. Will drop by one of these Sundays, i guess :)

Also scou+ed 4 po+en+ial ou+fi+ 4 my upcoming performance. Ended up wi+h no harves+, like..as usual.. Bleh(-_-)

Af+er dinner, Fir & i go+ ourselves each a cup of bubble +ea. Fir had chocola+e, i had mango yoghur+:) Sa+ by +he kinda-pollu+ed-foun+ain. Fir kep+ calling +he bubbles as balls.

**Ex+rac+:

Fir: Eh, wad r +he balls made of ah?

BeL: Aye, no+ balls larh!
i+'s bubble +ea, no+ balls +ea!

Hahahah.. .. (n_n)

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Af+er we were done wi+h our "balls +ea", we headed 2 Sembawang 24-hr Mac, coz have free access 2 +he In+erne+ mah:)

No+ long af+er we se++led down @ Mac, we decided 2 bunk-in +hr. Hah!! Yep, +he la+es+ promo+ional s+ay-in package (as s+a+ed above) !

There was diz big group of foreigners @ d +able righ+ bside e comp., +aking +urns 2 use e comp. We wai+ed like for AGES b4 we go+ our hands on i+.

Af+er qui+e a while i go+ kinda bored wi+h d Ne+.. Fir & i buzied ourselves wi+h our pho+o-obssession (wad else can we do?). Hahahah.. .. Made flower ou+ of my +issue +oo! (n_n)

"Noooooooooooo.. .. Dun bea+ me!!"

2005-11-09T11:39:00.000+08:00

hmm.. ..no+hing much 4 +odae. Ac+uali juz kinda lazy 2 blog la.. juz some displays of pics 4 y'all :)

.. ..M e M o R i E s .. ..
miss my dearie dancema+e sho sho sho sho much..
*snifflez* ("_)

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UP & ON!! Keep +he SAINTS spiri+ burning!! :D

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awwwwww.. ..miss my workplace sooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!
Alex, June, Mhervin, Priscilla, Ping Ting, Minyi, Sudanto, Zili, Nevil, Wen Ming, Ah Keong, Ah Xiang, Ai Ling. Miss +hem all lo+z lo+z.. .. ("_) Miss all e care & concern +hey showered on me..

e +imes June shared e Cookies & Creme Cheesecake fr McCafe wif me +ho i+ wasn+ my break+ime..
e +imes June, Ah Keong & i s+ayed back af+er closing, 2 cha+ & chill, indulging in e lemon sorbe+ azura & choc cake..
e +imes Alex go+ Zili 2 buy YaKun Toasts 4 me coz i didn+ have my meal..and my moz memorable Farewell, wi+h my favouri+e whi+e wine..
e +imes Ah Keong cooked up some food 4 me & made my fav unagi handroll.. :)
e +imes Mhervin & i had our nonsensical conversa+ions & in+ernal jokes during break+ime..
e +imes Mhervin used me as alarm clock while he ca+ches his sleep during break & blamed me 4 no+ waking him up on +ime..Hahahah.. ..

Those were e +imes.. ..

There's Wen Ming @ +he coun+er :)

Table 21. Wi+h Azura menu:)

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S e L f - O b S s E s S i O n

Don'+ judge me..

Hey hey!!

2005-10-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

Rehan's 18th bir+hday +oday!! H a P p Y H a P p Y H a P p Y B i R t H d A y R E H A N !!!!! :P
Rehan sure veri hapie lorh..go+ girl give him b'dae gif+ orh. A girl da+ he liked 4 shoooooo looooooooong :) Sho shwee+.. ..!

Af+er sch, Ka+ & i headed 2 Bugis in search 4 a new bag. Chee How came along +oo. In e end, onli Ka+ had 收获, go+ a brown sleeveless +op fr Freshbox. Very nice de, i osho lyk i+ alo+, bu+ $18.90 lehz.. .. Me go++a budge+(".) Niwaez, she was lyk sho sho hapie af+er having go+ da+ +op :) Hee.. ..

Near e end of our Bugis +rip, we +ook Neoprin+s +oge+her. Sho fun lorh..e pics +urned ou+ veli veli nice osho.. ..love i+ veli much!! :P Bu+ if +hey were larger, wld have been be++er lorh.. :) Chee How & his fwen headed 2 Go+ham Pen+house while Ka+ & i wen+ 2 mee+ up wi+h Rehan in CWP. Celebra+ed Rehan's b'dae wi+h a superb dinner in Swensen's. e food were reeeeeeeeali yummilicious!!!!! We reali had our fill 2 e limi+s, i was reali bloa+ed lorh..sho fa++ening worh.. Bu+, bu+ since i+'s Ka+'s pre-+rea+ 2 my b'dae, i decided no+ 2 imagine how much calories all +hose yummilicious food con+ained. Hah.. .. Ka+ go+ a por+ion of ice-cream cake wi+h a candle li+ on i+, as a suprise 4 Rehan. Ka+ +old e s+aff 2 keep i+ a secre+, +hen she s+ill happily walk over 2 our +able n said,"erm..do u wan+ ur cake now?" Ka+ & i were like..*swea+ swea+z!!*.. Niwaez, glad da+ Rehan didn'+ hear da+. So, s+ill was a suprise 4 him even+ually :) bu+ e s+aff ac+uali served e cake @ our +able W/O A CANDLE LORH!! e s+aff reali blurr lehz.. .. Hahah.. ..+ink she more blurr +han me bah? Hee.. .. kiddin..kiddin.. :P

The finale of e celebra+ion was a +rea+ @ K-Pool. Af+er my only 2 +imes of playing pool loooooooong looooooooong +ime ago, i finally go+ my hands on i+ again..in e +ender-loving-guidance of muah dearie Ka+ & Rehan. THX LOTZ LOTZ 2 EU BOTH !! :)

Reached hm near +o 12mn.. ..+ired.. ..
Haven'+ been ge++ing enuf sleep since Poly Forum +il now..so far sus+ained 3 pimples le.. ..1 af+er ano+her de lorh.. ..some more sho big de(".) *sobz*

2005-10-24T17:33:00.000+08:00

waaaah.. ..juz ended 4 hrs of lec+ures con+inuously. Non-s+op HITS mann!! as in reali hi++ing myself 2 keep awake (".) Ahah.. ..oh well..

2dae's my dearie's bir+hday!!
B L e S s E d 17th B i R t H d A y D E A R i E !!!!!!!!!!!
*muackz muackz muackz muackz* :P

[ p.s.: sho sho sho sho sowie.. ..din ge+ any+hing 4 u, bsides da+ MMS ("_) ]

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when I received this fr my friend, I thought...I don't have time for this ... Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is exactly what has caused a lot of the problems in the world today. We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning...And maybe, Sunday night...And, the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have Him around during sickness...trouble... However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play... Because, that's the part of our lives we think we can, and should, handle on our own. May God forgive me for ever thinking...that.. there is a time or place where...HE is not to be FIRST in my life. We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.

If u are not ashamed of Him, pass this on to all whom u care for. Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father." Not ashamed? Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!! Yes, I do love God. HE is my source of existence and Savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I am nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)

This is the simplest test ..If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you...Send this to others!

I knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord,
I came, I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
"Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time."

Now do you have the time to pass it on?

Easy vs. Hard
Why is it so hard to tell the truth, yet so easy to tell a lie?
Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?
Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?
Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?
Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e-mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?
Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?
Do you give up? Think about it .
Just remember-God is watching over you. :) May the Lord bless you and keep you. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this:

There once was a man named George Thomas,pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak..."I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked,

"What you got there, son?"
"Just some old birds," came the reply.
"Whatare you gonna do with them?" I asked.
"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered,"I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time."
"But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?"
"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy,"They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."
The pastor was silent for a moment. "How much do you want for those birds, son?"
"Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!"
"How much?" the pastor asked again.
The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said,"$10?"
The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone. The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot. Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation.Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting."Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there.. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all? "What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked. Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!" "And what will you do when you get done with them?"Jesus asked."Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly. "How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked."Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!" "How much?" He asked again. Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life." Jesus said, "DONE!" Then He paid the price. The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit. Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell?

Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God) Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure? what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them. Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.

For the life of the flesh is in the blood: and I have given it to you upon the altar to make an atonement for your souls: for it is the blood that maketh an atonement for the soul. The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

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2005-10-18T14:55:00.000+08:00

SPECIALLY DEDICATED 2 MUAH DEARLY WHIRLY ANGELINE.. ..

Geline, & muah in PHS canteen :P

Haiz..mis u norh.. Reali happi 2 c u @ Poly Forum af+er sho long.. Hee, had a crazie +ime yea? Shorie orh..ur rm sho near 2 mine, i osho didn'+ pop by 2 visi+ u, was alwaez u who came over (".)
Oh ya, rmb da+ +ime u mis+ook my gor gor as a +hief, ahahahah.. .. sho funie.. .. Bu+ i+ has proven how well my friends pro+ec+ me.. Hee.. .. How blessed i am wor! :P
Niwaez, jia you in ur s+udies orh. Keep in +ouch!! *muackzzzzzz*

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hehee.. ..LOoooVE diz pic! muah dearie & muah
@ flea market, Far East Square :P

Hah..Far Eas+ Square's +ypical 'ulu' mann! Ro+ +hr 4 one whole Sa+urday earning a mere 10 bucks! Can u imagine da+?? Ahah.. ..oh well, da+'s pra+ically why diz 'ulu' place needed a couple of pwee+ie gurlz lyk us! :P bleh.. ..

Oh yea, can'+ miss ou+ our dear cameraman - S+an. Thx 4 +he sho+! :)

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i guess i'm s+ar+ing 2 feel be++er now.. ..
on & off.. .. +inking of u s+ill.. ..

2005-10-17T12:19:00.000+08:00

My 1s+ brea+h +oday, marked e commencemen+ of e 1s+ day of my 2nd semes+er.

.. ..依然想着你.. ..

2005-10-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

i can'+ forge+ u..我做不到.. ..
is diz love? i wasn'+ supposed 2 fall in love wi+h u..and nv in+ended +o..
bu+ i did.. .. Why.. ..why.. ..? if i hadn'+, +hen i+ wouldn+ hur+ so much.

u're a reali nice guy 2 be around wi+h, n a very +alen+ed one +oo. Sincerely hope u'll be able 2 go all successful in ur for+e, bu+ i hope u'll nv +utn in+o e wrong pa+h.. Please don'+(".) u'll be in my prayers..

e +imes we were +oge+her s+ill linger in my mind.. ..i+s all s+ill vivid.. ..
i wasn'+ supposed 2 fall 4 u..i dun wana +ink of u.. .. Bu+ s+ill.. .. .. ..

every+hing seemed so nice. un+il i go+ 2 noe some +hings i wish i nv knew ab+ u.. ..

i wasn'+ supposed 2 fall in love wi+h u..
i never in+ended +o..
i did..
i +ried 2 s+op myself..
i couldn'+..

:(

现在你依然在我的脑海里.. ..

ur hug..
could i have i+ once more?

and +hose words u said(whether i+ be jokingly or seriously)..
i wan+ 2 hear +hem fr you again..

+hese are all almos+ impossible +hough..只不过是我的妄想而已..

All e memories, +hough juz a shor+ period of +ime..was e mos+ wonderful u gave 2 me.. for +ha+, i wan+ 2 +hank you.. :)
i'd choose 2 live in +hese memories & le+ our encoun+er remain wonderful..+han 2 +ell u "i like you" and have our friendship ruined..ppl hur+..
so i guess u'll be in my mind for as long as i'd +ake 2 ge+ over my infa+ua+ion wi+h you.. ..

i didn'+ mean 2 fall in love wi+h you.. ..

2005-08-16T11:39:00.000+08:00

ys+d e 33yr-old guy sms-ed me..insis+ed on me sending him MMS of my pic. Oso asked me if i have bf.. .. S+ill feel really dis+urbed by diz whole issue.. I+ was only un+il i +old him my bf or my friend will be accompanying me 2 go mi+ him, +hen he +o+ally s+opped msg-ing me. Now i'm suspec+ing i won'+ be able 2 ge+ back my Socio +x+bk.. .. Exam's lyk..3days away.. ..("_) juz pray da+ i'll do well..

i'm s+ill puzzled by e fac+ da+ e Transi+link s+aff ac+uali gave my con+ac+ no. 2 someone who's a +o+al s+ranger 2 me.. or could da+ 33yr-old guy be one of e Transi+link s+aff/driver? aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 好烦啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i +old Jackson ab+ e 33yr-old guy issue.. he gave me lo+s of advice. Told me he & Naide can come along wi+h me 2 mi+ da+ guy.Thx alo+ Jack!! :)

Since ys+d af+ernoon+il now i haven'+ received da+ guy's reply on whr & wad +ime 2 mi+. Really doub+ i can ge+ my bk.. ..$41.50 gone.. .. *sigh..sigh..sigh..* ("_)

2005-08-15T10:31:00.000+08:00

June & John came 2 church ys+d! Sho sho sho sho happy :P Heard da+ John a++ends an Anglican church. As 4 June, she said she's no+ used 2 our church, coz her previous church was kinda lyk Ci+y Harves+ de..whereas our church's kinda solemn de. I guess i+ +akes +ime 2 adap+ ba..considering e fac+ da+ she hasn'+ been a++ending church since 2yrs back. June didn'+ s+ay 4 YAF bible s+udy. Duno if she'd visi+ our church again. Anw, I wro+e her a card b4 she lef+. Well.. ..will juz see how God works in her life ba. (",)

Af+er church, i headed 2 Woodlands library 2 s+udy. As usual, i spen+ a reeeeeeali loooooooong +ime n only managed 2 comple+e 1 chp+ of Socio. (".) i +hen decided 2 wander somewhr else. As i was ab+ 2 walk ou+ of CWP, i saw Zhen Hui & Edwin in fron+ of me. Wen+ up 2 say 'Hi'. They were searching 4 a place 2 s+udy, said +hey cldn+ find place in library. 3 of us +hen agreed on s+udying in BK @ Yishun. Yue+ing came 2 join us la+er. Me+ Lois, Grace & Pe+er in BK, +hey were s+udying +oo. Ard 30 more days 2 prelims now, everyone's mugging. 2 all my dearie JC frenz, wish u all e very very bes+!! Jia you jia you jia you orh!!!!!! *hug hug*

Edwin was drawing up his assignmen+s, very very cool orh! Go+ 2 pics of his workpiece in my hp. Really admire his designing +alen+ :P Nex +ime can ask him 2 help me design my house le! hahahah.. ..

Lef+ BK @ 10+pm while Zhen Hui, Edwin & Yue+ing were s+il busy wi+h +heir work. Headed s+raigh+ back hm, n guess wha+? Juz as i reached e doors+ep of e hse, i realised my Socio +x+bk was missing!! i was lyk..*whoh!*..i duno how 2 describe how i fel+ +hen.. i immedia+ely rushed back 2 e in+erchange 2 check e place i was si++ing a+, bu+ 2 my u++er disappoin+men+, i+ was GONE!! i was lyk.. ..fran+ic. Yes, fran+ic's +he word. Lef+ my name, con+ac+ no. e+c, @ e Transi+link los+ & found. Headed back hm..

i fel+ so helpless.. ..Besides e fac+ da+ my Socio +x+bk cos+s $41.50, Why mus+ i lose my bk now da+ my exam's lyk 4 days away.. ..?

Da+ was wad i +o+. I kep+ praying & praying 4 God 2 help me, help me ge+ my bk back.. Then af+er shower, i received a msg fr a guy, saying da+ he found my Socio +x+bk @ e in+erchange! I was lyk..WOW!! Praise be 2 God:)

i was only half-relieved +hough. e guy said i could mee+ him on Tuesday evening so he could pass me my bk. His name's Edmund. And juz now, i received some msgs fr him.. ..
Edmund: Hi Belinda, if u've a boyfriend, do bring him along. i don't want him 2 get jealous. i guess u are a young girl fr NYP yr1 Nursing. U were really careless 2 have lef+ ur JAE s+uf in ur +x+bk.
Me: Hey, morning! hahah.. ..guess i was too tired ystd, dats y i lost my bk.. Gd thing u picked it up. Thx thx
Edmund: Then i guess u really need a 33yr old man 2 look after u. My only niece is 2yrs ur junior n is taking O levels this yr.

No+ice da+ sen+ence? i+ kinda made me +ink alo+.. .. or am i +oo sensi+ive? ..i duno.. anw, i'm sure i dun wana mee+ him all by myself. S+il +inking who i shd ge+ 2 accompany me.. .. *sigh* (".)

Oh well.. ..

i be++er ge+ back 2 clubrm 2 s+udy now. Ciao!

2005-08-03T11:14:00.000+08:00

Here's my pre++ies+ bes+es+ fwen! Hmm.. ..miss her sho sho sho much(".) Hope she's hapie in Indonesia.. Love u alwaez, Hana!!*hugz*

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2005-08-01T17:17:00.000+08:00

Argh!! S+ill very +ired now. The las+ 4 days has been real crazie. On Wednesday i wro+e e scrip+ 4 Yiling & helped her 2 prepare e +ransparencies for her par+ of ICA presen+a+ion. Oso drew e "Model of S+ress", ended up sleeping @ 3am. I'm kinda proud of my s+ress model +hough. Decided 2 ge+ moz of e ICA prep done on Wednesday coz i decided i NEED my beauty sleep on Thurs nigh+, 2 be in gd condi+ion 4 Friday's skills +es+, ICA presen+a+ion, n HS1036 +heory +es+.

How wld i have knowm da+ on Thurs i was s+ill wri+ing up e +ransparencies & my scrip+ +ill i dozed off on e +able @ 2am, n +hen woke up @ 4am +o con+inue("_) My mood 4 e whole of Friday was +o+ally +o+ally off lor.. i was pissed off by every sligh+es+ +hing. Da+ was probably e very 1st +ime my dear frenz saw me in da+ s+a+e. Though Leroy, Ka+, e+c were asking wad happened 2 me, i didn'+ feel lyk responding @ all. So sorie 2 all da+ i +hrew my +an+rum a+..Pls pardon me coz i +end 2 have a real +errible a++i+ude whenever i dun have enuf sleep. i wasn't qui+e myself..

Tried 2 ge+ all e info in+o my mind b4 e HS1036 +es+, didn'+ really work +ho. Bu+ i fel+ much be++er af+er half an hour's nap in clubroom. When i+ was +ime, Ka+ & i headed 2 LTJ1. i finally dedcided 2 juz rely on all da+ i can recall during e +es+..no poin+ s+ressing myself +oo much juz minu+es b4 e +es+. Whispered a prayer. Wen+ ahead 4 e +es+. I was lyk super super super relieved af+er da+. Really +hanked God soooooooo much in my hear+, 4 leading me +hru e +es+. e +es+, i fel+, was kind of a breeze, +hough i had some doub+s here n +here. I+'s really so wonderful how +he LORD works in His marvellous ways in our lives :)

Ka+ & i was sho sho sho sho glad e +es+ was over. Ran all e way back 2 clubroom. Ci Hao, Melvin, Alwyn, Ka+ & i +hen headed 2 e bball cour+. Jia Yi came 2 join us la+er. i really really enjoyed e company of +hem all:) Af+er bball, we slacked in clubroom 4 a while +hen walked 2 AMK S11 for dinner(or shd i+ be supper?). I +ook lyk ages 2 decide on wad 2 ea+(as always :P). The Fish&Chips was shooooooooooooooo shooooooooo oily lo..was prac+ically SOAKED wi+h oil la. I squeezed all e oil ou+ wi+h lo+za +issue. Sho er xin. Hahah.. .. Melvin was sho disgus+ed by i+. :P Melvin drank lo+s of Grass Power, +ypical Fei Yu Qing fan. ahahahah.. ..

Following da+, we headed 2 K-pool. Everyone played excep+ Ci Hao n me. Ci Hao M.I.A. moz of e +ime, wen+ K-box 2 find his fwen. Me poor +hing si++ing +hr on e s+eps wa+ching +hem play pool(".) Was sho +ired lo.. Then +hr have air-con, have music, such a conducive env+ 2 sleep..

Lef+ K-pool ard 12.45am..Finally headed 2 Ci Hao's 狗窝. Hahahah.. Melvin, Jia Yi & i wa+ched Madagascar, while Ka+, Alwyn &Ci Hao played mahjong. Af+er da+, everybody knocked-ou+ le.
Woke up 2 Sa+urday morning 8+am. 呆在Ci Hao's 家+ill 11+am b4 we finally decided 2 'makan' in Yishun. Ka+ & i missed drama voice-con+rol session & camp briefing which were @ 11pm & 1pm respec+icvely. ("_)

I was 30 min la+e 4 dance prac. Dance prac +urned ou+ qui+e fun:) The +urn-ou+ was pre++y gd +oo. More ppl +han Josh had expec+ed. Josh +augh+ e new-comers all e usual basic prep work, n we did posing & 4 eigh+s of choreo. We were +hen divided in+o groups of 5 or 6 ppl, n presen+ed our posing + choreo one af+er ano+her. My group was 1st. Chiu Ting & i +o+ our group did qui+e well(",) Yea.. So glad i go+ 2 know Chiu Ting be++er +oday. When i saw her @ e audi+ions, she appeared 2 be very 'dao'. so i ac+ually had an impression da+ she was qui+e unfriendly. Bu+ my impression of her now is +o+ally differen+ le. Tha+'s y e saying always goes:"Don'+ judge a book by i+s cover." Yea..well said ya? Hee..

Af+er all e freshies lef+, Fir asked me 2 s+ay wi+h +hem. Wa+ched Terence, Vic+or & ano+her guy dance +heir choreo 4 some upcoming compe+i+ion. 3 se-se-se-se-niors. They danced really gggrrrrrrrRRREEAT lo!! Especially Terence. No.1 dancer in Funkamania 2002 wor! He's my MODEL dancer lo. He's moves all so sharp & nice:)

Josh, Yee Shan, Zee, Fir & i walked 2 AMK. Josh +ook a bus fr e in+erchange 2 work while e res+ of us wen+ 4 lunch. Fir bough+ Mac & we headed 2 e mul+i-purpose hall ou+side Mac, 2 ea+ our chicken rice(fr sch) & Mac. I had 2 +ake my leave 1st coz had 2 rush 2 mi+ Eugene @ Bugis, 7pm. Fir accompanied me 2 e MRT. Fir & i exchanged goodbye hugs @ City Hall.

Was sho shocked 2 see Winnie +urn ou+ in a PINK shir+!!! She used 2 be so an+i-pink in our secondary sch days. Hah..i+'s amazing how ppl change over+ime :P When everyone was presen+ @ Bugis, Gene led us 2 e dance s+udio in some kind of a managemen+ ins+i+u+e. I fel+ e s+udio was kind small..n i didn'+ qui+e lyk e concre+e floor. S+il prefer NYP's s+udio:) Every+hing Gene +augh+ +oday were all..well.. .. i've been doing all +hose in SA dance pracs & in Pe+er's jazz classes. Bu+ e good +hing is da+ Gene personally coaches each of us, poin+ing ou+ our mis+akes n helping us 2 correc+ +hem. Yea. Thanks Gene! :P

Lef+ e s+udio @ 9+pm. Realised da+ every ga+e were locked. We had no way ou+.. Winnie decided 2 climb on+o a lorry n jumped over e fence. Well, she wen+ hm 1st of coz. The res+ of us wai+ed while Pe+er& Gene wen+ in search 4 help. In e end, we finally had hope- the fire escape rou+e!! Hahah.. Thank God:) On our walk back 2 Bugis stn, Pe+er was +alking on his hp. i lyk his accen+ when he converses in English. Very nice.. Heard fr Gene da+ Pe+er's a Taiwanese. Yea. Cool huh.. 23yrs old.. hmm.. .. (Ahah..hey hey! i'm defini+ely no+ +hinking wad u're +hinking, okie!) ^-^

Was dead bea+. Woke up 2 Sunday morning 8+am. My alarm's supposed 2 sound @ 7.40am n i didn'+ hear any+hing.. To+ i was gona be la+e 2 mee+ my ICA grp @ CCK MRT stn. I was e earlies+ tho. Supposed 2 mi+ @ 9.30 n i was +hr @ 9.07(".) Haiz.. ..immedia+ely sian lo. Early morning ask me 2 mi+ 4 ICA, some more on a Sunday. Ha+e 2 skip church worship!!!!!!!!!! Urgh!! *sigh*.. .. Oh well.. ..

Hmm.. ..e visi+ 2 Puvan's sis+er's boyfriend's whoever's daugh+er's house was qui+e ok. A+ leas+ we go+ our video on e 4-yr-old Tara done. "Assessment and development of Preschooler". ICA diz Friday. Hope we can comple+e i+ in +ime n do our presen+a+ion well.

Yea..

Go+ 2 s+udy 4 semes+ral exams +oo. 1st paper's on 19th Augus+, which means i'm only lef+ wi+h lyk ONLY 2wks plus!!!! Go++a "chiong" my revision le. Duno when i'll b back 2 blog again.. Niwaez, ciao! ;)

2005-07-20T10:57:00.000+08:00

On e train..

Nothing 2 do in class..

Ain't we cute?

hahahah..

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Hall of fame?

Our lovely lovely class wif lovely lovely ppl!!

Love y'all!! *muacks*

2005-07-09T05:37:00.000+08:00

Dun really feel lyk blogging +oday. Go++a s+ar+ prep 4 e upcoming semes+ral exams, esp. for HS1026 which is lyk in 2 wks +ime!
Niwaez, no+ 2 disappoin+ y'all, here's 2 pics for ur eyes' sake. Hee.. ..
Ciao!

Yeah.. .. This is e ONE & ONLY 27th Student Council!!! Look @ our cute little Mr Chu @ dat bottom left corner. We specially bought a council jersey for him :)
Hmm.. ..miss SA soooooo sooooo much.. .. "_
Miss y'all in 27th sooooooooooooooooooooo much too!! *muack muakz* ^-^

Here's me.. ~b0rEd~..

2005-07-05T00:27:00.000+08:00

i+'s been a long +ime since i las+ a++ended choir. i+ fel+ kinda weird being bac +hr, n wadz more, i was forced 2 sing al+o. (-_-) I didn'+ lyk al+o, coz +hr's no way i could ge+ e +une @ all, esp when we were singing Look A+ +he World, and The Lord Bless You And Keep You. coz i'm used 2 singing 2nd suprano for da+.. i wasn'+ happy, was qui+e reluc+an+ 2 sing ini+ially. Bu+ la+er, a +o+ came 2 me, da+ i'm singing for my LORD n no+ for myself, +hus, i shd +ake pride in wa+ever par+ i'm given n do i+ well. yep yep. Then i +ried real hard 2 sing w e al+os, bu+ s+il, i couldn'+ ca+ch e +une @ all. Well..i guess i+'s gona +ake more prac+ice.

Af+er choir ys+d, i go+ Joan 2 accompany me 2 view a place near Thomson Plaza. Tho i+'s qui+e a small place, e rm was really windy (which i liked. +ho i+'s wall has cracks in i+..). Joan n i +o+ e neighbourhood's really nice n peaceful +oo. e owner was really nice, she sounds lyk Aun+y Mary over e phone. Hee.. Oh yes, and my favouri+e par+ of e visi+ was e owner's dog, Rus+y! He's lyk so nice n cuddly, n does no+ bark uneccessarily. Very cu+e.. Joan lyks him +oo! ^-^ Hmm..i'm considering diz place lo, bu+ i+'s lyk real far fr NUH. I+'s really near 2 TTS +ho. Wld i b pos+ed 2 TTS 4 a++achmen+? (".)

Af+er bidding farewell 2 Aun+y Jenny, Joan n i headed 2 Far Eas+ Plaza by bus.. *hey heyz, me gota ciao 1st..running late for lesson!!*
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Heya! i'm back! Yeps..whr was i? Oh yea..

Halfway +hru our journey, we were @ a place which is lyk so familiar 2 me - My "2nd home" Genki!! I was lyk "hey Joan!! le+'s ge+ down, ge+ down!" We fumbled our way fr e back sea+ of e bus +hru 2 e exi+. Wen+ 2 reminisce e days i worked @ Genki. S+epped in n i wen+ "IRASHAIMASE!", everyone else were lyk "Hey!!". Hee.. ..feels really good seeing +heir faces all li+ up wi+h a nice big smile ^-^ Alex, Ping Ting, Zili, Nevil, Wen Ming, Ah Keong, Ah Kip, Benji, Mhervin, Priscilla. Dearie June was +here +oo! Was sooooooo hapie 2 c her, gave her a real big huggie^-^ Heard da+ she'll be qui++ing soon.. Sigh.. So sad.. .. Nex +ime i come here can'+ c her le :( Mhervin oso said he's a++achmen+'s gona end in 3 more m+hs, which means he's gona re+urn 2 The Philippines:( Then Zili oso +old me +oday's Ah Keong's las+ day. To+ +hey were +ricking me, bu+ i+ +urned ou+ 2 b +rue lo..he's been +ransferred 2 ano+her ou+le+.. :( :( Zili asked me 2 join +hem 4 Ah Keong's farewell af+er closing. i promised him i'll be back. Yea.. Wen+ in+o e ki+chen 2 c Ah Keong, Ah Kip & Benji. Keong go+ a new hp, snapped a pic w him. Caugh+ up w +hem 4 a while, bid farewell 2 my dear colleagues n +hen +ook my leave. Din wana keep Joan wai+ing..

Joan n i wen+ 2 Far Eas+ Plaza, Mango, and This Fashion. Yeps, we shopped mainly @ these places lo. Haha..was +elling Joan da+ This Fashion's lyk my personal wardrobe :P Coz their clo+hes r pre++y affordable & s+ylish s well (u go++a spo+ e righ+ ones of coz!). Yep yepz, go+ a bi+ of harves+ +hr, Joan bough+ a whi+e skir+ n i go+ 2 green +ops. I've recen+ly kinda learn+ 2 apprecia+e GREEN. My wardrobe hardly has i+. Guess my GREEN frenzy's coz of Zee's influence. Hee.. :P Hmm..spo++ed ano+her green +op which i ini+ially wan+ed 2 buy, bu+ didn'+. Coz didn'+ wana splurge +oo much. Bu+ i+'s d'sign is really nice, kinda gave me an idea 4 my up-coming self-d'signed +op. :)

Didn'+ ea+ bu+ accompanied Joan 2 Far Eas+ whr she indulged in chicken cu+le+ w fries, egg & baked beans. Af+er she was done, i was kinda running la+e. Wai+ed 4 e bus 4 qui+e some +ime b4 i+ finally came. I was glad, un+il e bus drove by w/o s+opping. Didn'+ noe y, e driver was kinda hesi+an+ 2 s+op or no+ 2. He ended up s+opping e bus lyk way off fr e bus-s+op. i decided 2 run all e way +hr, n guess wad? e driver drove off!!!!!!!!!!! URRRRRGGHHHHHHH!!

Arrived @ Genki ard 10+ pm, evryone was s+il bz @ closing. i helped Mhervin w his covers, oso helped Min Yi 2 wash e ginger boxes. So 'ke lian', she +op up wasabe, shoyu & ginger, n +hr's lyk sooooooooo much 2 do lo.. 想当年, i was oso in diz si+ua+ion.. Bu+ working w all me dearie colleagues really made up 4 i+ all :) Love y'all always!! *muak muack*

Af+er finishing all our closing du+ies, we relac-ed one corner. They all +ook +able 20. e chef's s+ar+ed 2 ligh+ +heir cigarre++es (".) Ping Ting, Min Yi & i +ook +able 21. i +old myself i can'+ +ell e guys off lyk i did on e day of my farewell..coz i+'s Ah Keong's day, i didn'+ wana spoil i+. Alex came ou+ fr e ki+chen n was lyk "Wah! Belinda, u can s+and i+ ar?". Hah.. By now, he juz knows me +oo well. e guys were all indulging in +heir bo++les of Carlsberg. Ping Ting & i were lyk scanning +hru all e azura in e fridge. Alex saw, n said we could help purselves 2 wa+ever we wan+ed. Hee.. ..sho nice of him. Ping Ting +ook Peach Fantasia, i +ook Passion Frui+ Splendour(had a +in+ of min+ in i+). e guys sa+ar+ed "Yum.........................yum yum yum yum yum.................." wi+h +heir Carlsberg, n we joined in wi+h our azura. Zili, Nevil n Mhervin were screaming as if +hey were @ e horror movies, b4 we finally ended wi+h "..........seng!" Hahaha.. Mhervin go+ e whole scene in his hp-video. Ping Ting, him & i laughed +hru e whole video on our way hm in e MRT. Sho sho sho funny..

Haiz..some+imes i really wonder y all good +hings come 2 an end..

Oh well.. ..

2005-07-03T00:52:00.000+08:00

no idea y..was so +ired ys+d. Slep+ @ 9pm, un+il Joan rang me up @ 12+ mn 2 ask me if i'd be going 2 YF +oday. Rebecca's b'dae celebra+ion. Guess i'd +ry 2 make i+ 2 YF af+er dance prac @ 1.30pm +oday. No jazz claz la+er coz Peter's go+ NS reservice (".) Nex Sa+urday's gona b our showcase 4 e jazz choreo. Peter said he'd ask Ederwise n so n so 2 be +hr 2 wa+ch us! Mann! i s+il can'+ even rmb all e s+eps.. Somebody help me pls.. RENE!!! Hmm..well, hope i can grab Zee la+er b4 or af+er Josh's claz.

Af+er ending conversa+ion w Joan, i pigged on 2 slices of raisin bread n a bowl of cereal. Then had no+hing 2 do so i wen+ back 2 slp ("_) Real pig righ+? Sigh..ge++ing fa++er s e days go by.. *sad sad* Now i'm s+ar+ing 2 wonder if dance n +ouchrug would help in any way -_-"

Eugene said he's gona audi+ e dancers 4 Hip Hop @ PHS +oday. Wana go down bu+ no idea wad +ime i+s gona b held. Asked Gene bu+ he didn'+ reply my msg.. Haiz..guess he's s+il in La La Land?

2005-07-02T08:57:00.000+08:00

1st +hing in e morning @ 8am was my group's ICA presen+a+ion for HS1027. Wasn'+ qui+e a gd s+ar+ 4 e day, seeing my classma+es being +icked off my Ms Cay.. i really didn'+ lyk e fac+ da+ she pin-poin+ed on my dear China clazma+es!! i was lyk 'OUCH!'. Her words were really hur+ful lo.. ("_) I unders+and e fac+ da+ she can'+ +olerate inpunc+uali+y (coz i myself can'+), bu+ she really shdn'+ have said +hose words. Af+er we walked ou+ of e +u+orial rm, I saw Yiling's eyes all red & +eary.. .. Sigh.. ..

Jac said she saw our grp's ICA score: 21/30. No+ qui+e sure ab+ i+ +ho.

Checked my Socio +es+ resul+s +oday @ e no+iceboard loca+ed @ some 'ulu' place. Hmm, yep yep! I go+ an 'A'! Praise be 2 the LORD! Hee..so happy, my 1st 'A' in diz course. ^-^

Saw Boon Hwee & Benedic+ again in Sou+h can+een +oday.

2005-06-29T15:32:00.000+08:00

Spen+ e whole nigh+ w/o slp ys+d juz 2 do up my HS1027 ICA, n guess wha+? Wen+ all prepared 2 claz n Gwen said i+s a +u+orial! i was lyk UrrrrggGH!!! Was+ed my beau+y slp!! And i ac+ually asn'+ paying even 1% a++n 2 Penny during HS1027 lec+ b4 Gwen's claz, juz 2 do up some las+ minu+e +ouch-up on e props!! Diz morning my head was lyk spinning n spinning, i prac+ically walked ard lyk a zombie e whole day. No+hind cld really ge+ in+o my mind. Bu+ every+hing was be++er af+er i managed a nap from 4-5pm ou+side LTK2.

Af+er my 1-hr hiberna+ion, i decided 2 s+one @ Mac, si++ing +hr w e TV 2 en+er+ain me, n w my HL banana milk. :P Then Gene rang me up n asked whr i was. He came over 2 accompany me for a while. We +hen headed over 2 e dance s+udio. e s+udio was lyk freezing cold.

Lazed ard, wai+ing 4 jazz 2 commence. Gene suddenly grabbed me @ e neck, n e hear+less Anson +eamed up w him n grabbed my fee+ up! i s+ruggled n ended up w a 0.5 degree pressure sore on my righ+ lower cheek. Think i'm gona have blue-black @ e righ+ side of my mandible "_ Thx +o my 2 buddies.. ..

Jazz ended @ 9+ pm..la+er +han e xpec+ed +ime i guess. Josh ini+ially cancelled e hip-hop prac, bu+ since Hana specially came n reques+ed 4 i+, we danced +il nearly 11pm b4 we decided 2 leave e s+udio. Was really nice having Hana back w us^-^ Fir came along w Hana 4 hip-hop +oo. We learned a new choreo which i +o+ was qui+e nice 2 learn. Yep yep.

2005-06-29T13:57:00.000+08:00

Hana's back in Singapore!!!! Hee..so hapie! She'll b joining us back @ dance prac diz Thursday. Can'+ wai+ 2 c her ^-^

Missed +ouchrug +oday.. ("_) Sigh..

Niwae, helped ou+ @ Jones Shi's campus concer+ in e audi+orium diz evening, +oge+her w some of e NYP-pals. Really wana +hank Zhihao 4 informing me of diz even+ (+ho he ac+ually picked my con+act no. randomly). Yep yep. Thr were lyk basically 2 groups of us pals - Ushers & In+erac+ers. Ka+, Alvin, Yanling, Jaclyn, me & 2 o+her girls were supposed 2 be "in+erac+ers", minggling w +hose non-NYP peeps. Bu+ we even+ually ended up lyk prac+ically doing no+hing, n b4 long, we were +old 2 en+er e audi+orium 1st. e crowd +hen followed in. e place was indeed qui+e a small one, n i+ was lyk flooded w all e peeps. Really flooded, +ill Alvin n some o+her pals had 2 give up +heir sea+s n go s+and all e way @ e back of e audi. (".)

3 of us ('mei nu', Ka+, me) were given Jones' pos+ers, we were 2 ge+ his signa+ure on i+ n ge+ him 2 address i+ 2 NYP-pals. Hmm..ac+ually i didn'+ qui+e noe who Jones was, i merely go+ involved 2 xperience how a campus concer+ is lyk. Yea.. bu+ i+ was indeed a grea+ xperience. i +o+ Jones sang really well. My favouri+e par+ was when he imi+a+ed Jacky Cheung, Andy Lau (can+onese song), n Fei Yu Qing's songs! i was really impressed! I+'s lyk he's imi+a+ion is 100% similar 2 e originals loz. And ano+her +hing ab+ him which caugh+ my a++en+ion was da+ he's looks resembles da+ of Ping Wei. When i look @ him, he really reminds me of Ping Wei lo.. .. Think e way he laughs oso lyk same s Ping Wei ^-^

Af+er e even+ ended, Zhihao go+ e 3 of us 2 b e 1st 2 ge+ Jones's signa+ure. 'mei nu' 1st, +hen me, +hen Ka+. I reques+ed Jones 2 address e pos+er 2 NYP-pals. He was lyk "huh?" Then i showed him e prin+s on my shir+, "NYPals". He wro+e an alphabe+ wrongly, n was lyk "oh no!", n tried 2 hide e mis+ake by thickening every alphabe+. "Lyk da+ can or no+?" he asked me. i juz smiled n nodded profusely. Hahahah.. Clad in jeans n a green +op, nice simple hairdo, brown con+ac+ lens. He appeared simple n nice. When i was near him, i was lyk scru+inising his face 4 any +race of pimples. Hahah.. budden didn'+ spo+ any ^-^ Af+er signing, we exchanged a handshake + smile.

Af+er e crowd evacua+ed e audi, we had a pho+o-+aking session - SU, followed by Pals. Ini+ially Ka+ & i posi+ioned in fron+ de, +hen by e +ime Jones joined in, we were lyk squeezed 2 e back by e o+hers le loz. "_

Boarded e MRT back 2 Woodlands, w Ka+, Chris & Chris's friend.

2005-06-26T14:52:00.000+08:00

Had jazz prac diz af+ernoon, n yepz! We wen+ 2 view e ECKO Hip Hop Fest dance finals!! And guess wha+?? Da-ni came again!!! (juz as i hoped^-^) He's really really really really AMAZING! Realised he's go+ braces on! Aaaaaaaahh! Me n my craze for braces guys is back again! ahahahah.. pls pardon me, i'm lyk really crazie now..

Wait! *brea+he in.. ..ou+.. .. in.. ..ou+.. ..*

Alrigh+. i'm perfec+ly sound now.

e emcee a.k.a. Ding-a-ling King was really horny n crappy +oday. i muz admi+ he's much be++er +han e las+ week +ho. Diz +ime round +hr was much more response fr e floor^-^ He s+ill appeared in his Afro hairdo w e li++le red comb (he nabbed li++le red riding hood's li++le cousin!!) s+uck in his hair.

B.A.D Remix was late n e even+ was kinda held up, wai+ing for +heir arrival. Bu+ i guess everybody was fine wi+h i+. Yea. Now here's a li++le x+rac+ fr today's even+..

"Ding-a-ling King (+o B.A.D Remix): 1st, u guys came la+e n made everybody wai+ for u. And now, u dirty e stage wi+h all ur bi+s n pieces of paper. Wha+ r u going +o do nex+?"

Wi+h diz, i +o+ 2 myself, +hey're going 2 ge+ e 1st place when e resul+s r ou+, da+s wad +hey'll do nex+. And WHOA! B.A.D Remix go+ 1st!! Nv in my life hav i said smth da+ +urned ou+ 2 be so +rue juz @ e nex+ momen+. How i wish i could say i'm gona be e +op 1% of my cohor+ & da+'ll really happen n i'd ge+ an overseas a++achmen+! Oh well.. *dream on, BeL* (".)

And now, back 2 my FAVOURITE Da-ni! While he was s+ru++ing his s+uf on s+age, our eye's me+ lyk for qui+e a while, a number of +imes. i was lyk..frozen..kinda had apnea.. un+il his eyes shif+ed 2 e o+her side of e crowd. Argh. Sigh.. ..didn't ge+ a chance 2 snap a pic w him!!! He lef+ shor+ly af+er his performance, lyk he did las+ wk. (-_-)

Niwaez, Jasmine go+ his whole appearance @ e even+ in e digicam!! S+il hav zoom-in 2 him de orh! Da+'s indeed smth 2 comfor+ me mann. Jas agreed 2 burn i+ in+o a CD for me!! Luv ya Jas!! ^-^

2005-06-19T14:57:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!! Had an amaaaaazing day +oday! Wen+ for Peter's jazz prac +oday and +hen la+er in e evening, we went +o wa+ch e Ecko Hip Hop Fest dance semi's. This was my very firs+ xperience viewing an official hip-hop dance compe+i+ion, si++ing lyk rig+ in fron+ of da+ s+age w my dancema+es. Yep, ri+e in front of e s+age, in fron+ of +hose huge amplifiers, blas+ing in my eardrums mann!! All e dance groups s+ru++ing +heir s+uff, e emcee and s+uf made up for i+ +hough, especially e suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper cuuuuuuuuuuuuuu+e, cool. He look lyk..u know..he has lyk kinda Jap hip-hop feel. Well, da+z of coz b'sides e p+. Da-ni's really really +alented beatboxer!! Did lo+za s+uff i nv in my 17+ years seen b4. Was indeed an eye-opener mann! Really really impressed.. ^-^

Zee n Peter sat on my left, Yee Shan (right) n Jing Wen (front).

Resul+s of e semi's, "Ciara"(Zee & i call gave her diz nick coz she go+ e Ciara s+yle lo :P)'s +eam wasn'+ selec+ed for e finals loz.. i found +heir dance qui+e gd +ho, kinda lyk +heir ou+fi+. Half whi+e +op over black, and black pants each with a chain flinging ard while +hey danced. Kinda cool. hahah..

Smash d'creeps got in+o e finals! Yep, e +eam w da+ guy whom Zee, Yee Shan n i said looks lyk 'zhao cai mao'! We were laughing our heads off coz while +hey were rehearsing, e guy's body language was real funny..well, maybe da+z juz how he's lyk, n i know i'm bad bu+ i+'s really kinda hilarious lo. Oh well.. but i go++a say we were all really impressed by his dance. His moves were good n his facial expressions were all perfect wi+h each dance move mann, very nice! See him, u juz know he's enjoying e dance.

i +o+ e emcee was kinda boring, coz he couldn'+ really ge+ e crowd. But well, i focused more on his bombas+ic Afro hairdo wi+h a small red comb stuck in a corner! ahahahah.. ..

e whole even+ ended @ 10+, nearing 11pm. Wen+ hm w Zee & Yee Shan.